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First entry, in 2 years.

2010-11-17T04:49:00.000-08:00

I totally forgot that i had a blog until 2 yrs later; after i ord.

the pass 2 yrs, alot of things had happened, and at the same time, its as if nothing had happened.
i wanted to blog something about my ns days, but nothing much came into mind.

i used to be really excited over NS, and look forward to it as a challenge, but nowadays i just dread even going back for reservice. i guess i got lazy and tired.

made alot of friends in there, and it feels weird to be all now in the civilian world together. we'll see each other, and it'll occur to us that we're not going to be doing our mandatory NS together anymore, and not going to see each other in the 2hr-from-home Sungei gedong camp.

i had to say this, but at the end of my ns days, i feel that.. something is amiss.
lying on the bunk on the night before i ord, with 70% of the commanders not in camp feels weird. i was hoping for everyone to be around to spend the last night together with. but i guess everyone's got their own life to live, and we're not that close in the end.

thanks jerald and james to be with me in bunk, and chatting and eating some snacks (james ate alot) till i fell asleep. haahaa, though it feels a little pathetic, but i sort of liked the way i spend my last night there. quiet, relax, looking at our messy bunk for the last night.

now that im out and in the civilian world, i've suddenly got alot of time to myself, to do all the things i dun do and want to do. even with all the time, time still flies and i feel unaccomplished most of the times. it's weird how one can never have too much time for himself.

so what am i doing now?
volleyball, drawing, swimming, getting in touch with my almost non-existing musical side, working on some days for joe.

that's basically some of the stuff what's going on these days, and honestly im lazy to blog. but i've read through my older posts, and i have no recollections of almost everything i've written there. it's as if i written it when im drunk yesterday. hhaaha, so thought i'll leave some markings here for myself to read another time.

adieu

5th january.

2009-01-06T09:44:00.001-08:00

thank you. =)

THIS IS PART 2

2009-01-06T08:49:00.000-08:00

okaysss, there's still sooo many groups of friends to thank!!

THE HIGH SCHOOL THEME PEOPS! (u know who u r!!)
zomggggggggg.
its so sad i couldnt stay and spend more time with u guys on that night!!
hahaha! i wanted to stay and chat and take pictures with u guys one lorrr~

LESLIE: SEE YOU TOMORROW. SKARELY WE BUNK MATE.

RAY: arrghhh.. must recover FAST FAST after ur knee injury arh! we're supposed to go do crazy stuffs in our next clubbing session!! dun low self-esteem arh. u're SPONTANEOUS AND FUN PERSON! spontaneous + fun doesnt goes with LOW SELF-ESTEEM!!

ALPHONSO: wahlau. u seriously like to CAM-WHORE. I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES, DUDE. LOLL!! thanks for the SPECIALISED SMS man. wahahahaha!! looking forward to see u again too!

KAWASHI YOSHIMITSU: tsk tsk tsk. YOU ARE SUCH A BAD PERSON. LOLL!! sia lar.. seriously, take care and dun get toooooo adventurous hor. hahaha! its nice knowing u man, and lets do exchange of illegal goods again someday! BWAHAHAHAA!! dun forget to train standing broad jump! :D

THE CLASS PEOPLE:
hahaha! i dun show this much, but i really enjoyed my time with all of u guys man. hahahaha!! and the fun and crazy times! plastic bags and ziplocks. dropping of hand moisturizer bottles. spamming aerial C button. scheming SECRET plans. talking to imaginery soft toy friends. spilling entire cup of drink while trying to drink the drink. dolphin with a E.

hahaha! all the random stuffs and the lanning at some SECRET place. `hohoho! thanks everyone for everything man! hahaahaha!!

AND IM NOT PLASTIC BAG. my brain just works differently!! honest.

NIC: HAHAHAHA! JUBEAT GOD. WOSHIP YOU. LOLLL!! sia lar. i still feel guilty koping ur friend's waffle fries at yoshinoya sia.. she didnt even eat much lar. hahaha!! thanks for everything arh. hahaha! next time we snap snap more pictures! and PLEASE CHANGE UR DISPLAY PIC.

TAWAN: wah. all the best at THAI language arh. o_O i see the text till eyes 'kok diao' already. LOLL! i'll go train badminton so next time i wun be like a burden if we ever team up again arh~ lolll!!

ABANG LEVIS ROLAND(pengpeng :D) and everyone else at the badminton session! (including the guy whom i always leech my wins from) thanks for teaching me badminton arh~ hahaahah! cant wait to join u guys again soon! :D

daidee peops: woohooo~ EAT MY ROYAL FLUSH. thanks for all the fun! hahaha! play again sometime soon! (joe! thanks! :D)

FINALLY, AND NOT LEAST, MY LOVELY AH MEI COUSIN. YES. IM STILL OLDER THAN YOU. MWAHAHAHA!! thanks for the movie and thank you, xinying too! u're so man, u're my idol!! wahahaha! next time we take loooaadddsss of zi pai photos in random places ok? we must hit toy-r-us someday too! ahahaha! its great to see u guys again! hahahaa! i shall go practice the routine we have to do whenever we see janice, in preparation for CNY gathering!!

--> JANICE IS (insert sign langauge) SLOWWWWWWWWW <--

hmmm.. that's all i can squeeze in for now. =\ gotta go pack my bag and sleep already. gosh. its like, less than 7 hrs till i leave house for NS, and i havent packed my bag! okayyyssss, gotta run! cya all in 3 weeks' time!

or in a few months, if i were to update my blog.
update with stating of more statements, that is. nights!!

ENLISTING IN 9 HRS.

2009-01-06T08:18:00.001-08:00

HELLOOOSSS EVERYBODYY!!
THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING~! I'VE HAD REALLY GREAT FUN FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS!!

soooo many ppl to thank, that i really dunno where to start.

first of all, the most important group of friends i've had!
MY o6s3o3 CLASSMATES!!
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GREAT NIGHT AT TIMBRE!
the pizza was niceeee, and the drinks too. i've enjoyed everyone's company =D

MARCUS (CHAIRMAN.): thanks for starting the dedications thing man. hahaha! its great to hang out with u again, abit like the old JC days, except that we do the 'not so right' stuffs. loll! but, oh wells! BeSTiEs Sehh~

and. wahlau. thanks for dedicating Radiohead: Creep to me sia.
ZZzzz. loll! and then they flipped the paper over, and read another dedication for me: Iris by googoodolls. liked that song man.

anyways, dun booze and *erhem* again arh. u're gonna end up dying earlier than me. D:

CHEW: sia llarrr.. remember ur promise arh. GO PICK ME UP AFTER MY CONFINEMENT!! hahahaha.. will definitely miss all the gossip and bitching sessions with u and the other guys.. loll! its great to see u again man. its always fun with u around. :D dun sad! u're the BeSTiEs since primary school!

AUNTIE KILLER: zOMg. THE EYEBROWS!! NOOOOOO~ hahahaha!! my DotA kaki! wootss! its fun to have u around too man. though we always disturb u with the HANDSOME aura thing, but, u're still a cool friend man! hahaha! enjoyed spending these past few days clubbing with u, and to hang out, go shopping and stuffs! hahaha! zzzz.. the puma shoes.. havent get...
LoLL!! u take care arh. cya in 3 weeks time!

OOPFH. the AURA. O_O

MS TAN: ehhhhhhhh~ hahaha! peace leh. we should stop bastarding each other. hahaha! but really, its always very fun with u around lar. hahaha! so spontaneous and all. hahaha! thanks for the timbre night leh. and congrats on becoming one of the NEW DRIVERS who were DRINKING AT TIMBRE. hahaha!! we go sentosa one day again arh. its really fun lar. hahaha! healthy fun :D sports! dun give up on volleyball arh.

ZOEEEEE: woohooo! u're like so enthu can? loll! come for all the outings and all. and really, thanks for hosting all our potluck sessions man! hahaha!! study hard and all the best on physio therapy ok?! im gonna need ur help very often since im like, SO PRONE to cramps. -_-
like marcus said, it sucks to be me. D:

hahaha! and i hope ur skin condition stays good so we can go play at the beach next time too! :D

RJ : wahhhh. ur dad so cool and hip! LOL!!! yoyoyo, thanks for coming to timbre arh~ hahahaha!! yeaps. u can be our new cameraman!! loll! yups. though we didnt talk much last time, but, hey! u seemed like a really fun person to hang out with man! like so enthu and anything goes one. :D hahaha! we go st james one day arh~ then i can go show u around!! :D

HAHAHAA! YEAH MAN~
and i'll like to thank the rest of the class for the great time at the gathering at sentosa! woohoo!! its great to see all of u guys again man! especially YOU, PEGGY!! :D :D :D my fellow 'always-get-picked-in-chem-tutorial' friend! hahaha! u seemed rather. uh.. less sunny now.. so.. take cares, yah? we can go CRAZY CRAZY around some day again!!

and kianyan: dun emo-momo~ stay cool ok? u're a cool person actually! so dont waste it! :D

nowww... to dedicate to my beloved 07s305!
wooohoo man! thanks EVERYONE IN THE CLASS FOR THE ENJOYABLE TIME!!
the barbeque + gift exchange and the chalets are all great! loll! i know i've been a real slacker, whole day waiting for food to get served, but i got do my part for the class too ok?! cause u guys are important too!!

:D though im kinda anti social at the start of the yr, dun stick with u guys much, run off to be alone behind the LT, but, hahaha! at the end of the day, it was still fun with u guys!

AMANDA DARLING: i'll pole dance under ur house again someday, ok? and we'll go GAY NIGHTS TOGETHER TOO!! woohoo!! and i promise not to embarrass u inside bra shops again. :) as long as i remember it, that is.

weilin: eh. budget sister. the S* QUEEN. hahaha! u're another cool dude! it was great to hang out together man. loll! u're a funny and fun person!! but pls arh, maintain the cam-whoring part!

andrew: hohoho! come i give u a hhug. :D i promise i wont slam u onto the table XD

cheapslut/saggy ass/drag queen/dickson: hahahaa! dun miss me arh. loll! and pls, do get out more often. u sound like u've done nothing but gym, cycling, eat, sleep for the past few months. hahaha!! fun person too arh. thanks for making 07s305 fun!!

the BLACK BITCH jeremy and JAYKACHU: DOTA DOTA DOTA. PEACE. hahaha! you tiao again? lets go hang out again ssome day!

uhhh. thanks for everyone else in the class ok? :D its like, 12.48, and i didnt have time to jot everyone down. but i really do enjoy my days in this class! :D

hi. this is another entry to my 'just state the events blog'

2008-11-27T07:28:00.000-08:00

hellooss all~ today's a pretty fine day.
went over to Genesis Education, and i couldnt pick up the job because im enlisting on 7th jan =\
(Genesis Education is the place u go to be trained to become camp facilitators)

there isnt much camps in dec, and even after they trained me, i will only be available for 1 camp in january. so i guess common sense will get me rejected there.

hahahaa, honestly speaking, i was just being dumb to have went for the job interview.
seriously, with only 1month+ left before enlistment, there really isnt much jobs out there for me to take on =\ bummer.

i NeEED the money if i were to want to eat out anymore.. =\
oh wells. ahaha. i guess i've had my share of money spending, and i've got only 100+ bucks left in my bank. the leftovers from my IRAS pay.
im not sure if it'll even last me through half of dec..
gosh. i better revert back to my money-saving mode, and stop spending my money =\

hmmm.. cause.. apparently, money's tight and somethings arnt going too smoothly.
better start saving again. =)

anywaysss, went to play beach volleyball today with the vball team. =D it was funnn~ wahahahaa! i got spike niceeee balls okay?? LOLL!!

we had japan gourmet for lunch/dinner at vivo. that's the shop with aijisen and 2 other jap restaurants combined together, in a way. yeah.
omg man. i spent $15 for a meal.. -_-
heartbreak. loll!! but actually, it was worthed spending time with the team, chatting, eating together. yups.
and my food wasnt that bad either. =D some rice cake + cheese + pork dish.
tastes a little like rosti, but with a less strong taste.

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and im starting to like my class more and more everyday =)
they can all be really fun too =)

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GREETINGS, MY GOLD SUCKING RIVALS.

2008-11-26T04:50:00.000-08:00

yoooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooo.
came back from class chalet~~
it was FUNNNNN!! wooohooo!!!

much more fun than i thought. =D
the ppl who stayed over were spontaneous and enthu sia. =D
which is great! hahahah!! and there i was, a few days before that, worried that i'll be bored to death.

so... we played many many games, and caught a movie or two on CDs, and played arcade and ate and sleep and ate and sleep and ate.

hahahaha!! the first night was the best lar..
no PS2, but we had alot of interactive fun.
we had potluck, and the food was pretty good. pizzas! <33
ms koh brought cheng teng, and tons of reallllyyy great tarts and durian puffs! really nice! we decided to call amanda's chocolate cake AWFULly chocholate, and mr choo decided to name it'fugly fudge', both after the cake's appearance. =D

FUGLY FUGLY FUGLY FUGLY FUGLY fudge. =D

after potluck, we played the SUPER PIG game. the one where u play heart attack, and u do an action when u win, and the last one to follow level up as a pig.
HAHAHAHA!! I SCAMMED AMANDA INTO TALKING TO ME!! it was like, SOOOO eaSY can? LOLL

and. yah. then after that we played the name game, where everyone's got a code name and u deal cards and u call each other. pretty dumb to explain instructions here, but it was really exciting. oooohhh mmyyyyy gooosshhhh. my brains lagged and i lost like fkkkkkkk. my name got spammed literally every 10 seconds, and to think i thought i came up with one of the best name in that round =\ boooooo.......

and so.. the night passes really fast, and we played many other games, (mostly which i used to play with my dearest 303 =D)
and i shall talk about the 2nd night another time. i want to go play game.

cyaa all!!

=\ the 2nd nite's not as exciting though. we're losing gas.

comeon man, 305! i'll teach u guys how to play mafia next time! =D
its alot of talking. hahahaha!!

speaking of talking, 303 got verrryyy loud natural voice. =x

tata everybody, till we meet again!

and i caught a cute kitty doll =D <33

some short add ons.

2008-11-26T04:45:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOOOSSS EVERYBODY!!
Mr SHUDE is here to blog again!

i've just came back from plaza sing, was out with Zi Bin just now. shopped, windowshopped, eat, chat, catch up with each other. hahaha! gosh. NS made his skin all wrinkled and saggy. loll, age is catching up on us le. =\
anyways, i had a great time with him, and hope we can all go out together as a team pretty soon!

my job interview was.. uh.. pretty much wasted trip? loll, my interview was supposed to be all the way from 1-4pm, and i happily thought its i can go anytime between 1 and 4. so.. yups. i gotta go again tmr. for the next batch of interview. gd thing the ppl were nice, and they told me they get many cases like mine. hell yeah.. =D

lalallaa. time to game again.
shude.

so... today is After Bio Paper 3.

2008-11-17T04:51:00.000-08:00

helloooooo guyssssssss.

wahahahaha!! and so, Mr Yu has decided to be sociable and go on a class outing today. =D

not really a class outing, since there's only like, 8-9 of us there?
but is was still good though.

did the basics ie, watched movie and did some shopping~
MADAGASCAR2.
ROFLLL, its nice ok. that is, if u're sharp enough to catch the not-so-obvious humour in the show. loll, they're digging up diamonds and tossed them aside.

yeah. shopping was ok too. bought a round neck tshirt from college at cineleisure.
gosh. i bought a shirt with green stripes, under the impression that i bought something grey. i think im going blind. o_O

hahahaha, got to know my classmates more today, and it turned out andrew is quite easily frightenable, and someone out there likes to chew andrew's butt. eeew.

loll!! yupyupyupys. chat with the guys alittle, hang around, chill out, and we got quite sick of zara, in a way. loll

yeah man. left bio paper 1. looking forward to going out with my classmates! both present and past. okokokokok. i dunno wad to write le. i shall go play games. train up gunbound! pawn jiayu! WAHAHAHA! :D

ZOMG. WAH LAU EH. I ENLIST 7TH JAN.

2008-10-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

!@#$. -_- DAMN. i enlist on 7TH JAN!!

ARGHH!! my money making plans are RUINED!!

i was hoping i'll enlist in april, like last time =\
but, NOOOOOOO. JAN THIS TIME. T_T
=\ loll, i thought can work till march, then quit, then enjoy life + splurge like some rich ass till i enlist.

but now i cant anymore =\ damn.

life's a bore. mug, eat, rest, sleep. repeat. hahahaha!!

nothing much nowadays, but i dug out one interesting picture.

nicotinamide deoxyphosphate. NDP. LOLL

and for those who wondered how's my class now, here's a picture of us :D

ANDREW. IS. SO. GAY.

and i gotta dig out dickson's drag queen class photo too :D

eugh.. i still miss o6s303~ the highlights and everything..
oh well. SD YU signing out now.

luv,
afrodudes. :D

The man on the ..

2008-10-21T23:18:00.000-07:00

Hi all!! hahahaahaha!!!

due to overwhelming request to update my blog, i've decided to update it once every month instead once in two! :D :D :D

kidding. i just suddenly decided to slowly update my blog bit by bit.
perhaps after A's i'll start blogging again. :D

hahahaa, take a look at this COOL thing i saw:

what is this? who's that man behind the bar table!

no! its just any man! its a man on a bus!
A man on a poster on a bus!

i took this in a bus 80 i took home from my friend's place. cool rights?

the interior of the bus' got that, sophisticated, classy, homey feel inside. not those ordinary blue/green seats, but those seats u'll find in really artistic places. u know those 'bowl chairs' and stuffs? yeah.

SBS have been taking a creative approach towards public transport, especially in buses during odd hours. (like the 12.30AM bus at tanjong pagar.)

not practical, but, still nice and cool :D

too bad im too shy to take more snap shots. maybe i will when i have the chance. :D

*note, similar bus interiors was seen in bus service no. 5. :D

till we meet again~
cheers!

children's day

2008-09-30T17:14:00.000-07:00

life's definitely different from before.
with all the changes that are going on,
there are things which i do not know how to react to,
words which i don't know how to express,
and actions which i don't know how to carry out.

and SOOOoo, i realised im a person much worse at expressing myself than i thought i am. SHUDE, YOU ARE WEAK IN EXPRESSIONS NOW. GO EXERCISE YOUR BRAINS. A LEVELS ARE COMING. YOU SHOULD BE MUGGING. 4.5 WEEKS. 1 MONTH CANT EVEN GET U RESULTS TO SNIFF THE UNI APPLICATION FORM. STOP PLAYING.

anyways, played beach vball with friends, and it really tells how mentally weak a person i am. damn. LoLL, the wind and the imba hard court we happen to have, really cut down my performance significantly. and, eugh.. the skills are rusty, and the mind had gone.. uh.. blunt. o_O

sharpen sharpen sharpen! don't jump when receiving/setting. the ground is uneven, so dont jump! must remember your mistakes! don't make it over and over again because you didnt actually think in your actions!

badminton was fun. picked up alot of skills and techniques from adrian. hahahaa, must focus and improve as fast as possible!
look forward to be able to be a reliable partner in court! :D

ok.. gotta go bath and go MUG. signing off~

and, trust is a difficult thing to do. to trust in your team mate, trust in your partner, trust in your friends. it's got no tangeable proof, but just intangeable believing. however, once you've trust 'correctly', things will take turns that make it much better than before. you need plenty of trust in sports. think about it, shude.

2008-09-29T00:39:00.000-07:00

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay
It's okay

EH. CLUBBING WITH THE GUYS.

2008-01-15T04:59:00.000-08:00

ROFLL!! its fun to club with ur classmates.
i shant go into details,

but davis is uncle killer
ky is 'cute'
colin is a singer
and marcus is angmoh magnet =D

woohoohohohoo

and really, tiger beer isnt really THAT bad.

here's something for everyone:

1.vodka sprite rocks. get it. drink it. love it. =D
2.if u cant dance, just pretend u're trying to be funny around ur friends.
3.if u cant dance, wear long sleeves. it makes u look less silly.
4.hooded long sleeves are the safest =D.
5.dont stare if u dun wanna get beaten up. @@ davis.
6.even the class top student cant do multiples of 7. =D

tata~
shude

wah. really 20 days later.

2008-01-15T03:07:00.000-08:00

upcoming posts: (before i forget)
PROM, 2nd DAY OF CHALET, the FAILED night (@ indochine), MOVIES: GOLDEN COMPASS & ALVIN AND CHIPMUNK <-- this one's not as good as the earlier..

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geesh!
time REALLY flies can?
wahahaha!! anyways,

2nd DAY of CHALET:
had jeremy and gang over for 2nd night of chalet!!
wahahahaa. we played this random nickleodon boardgame,
and we owned the rest. =D
jeremy, chengyuan, steve and me in 1 team.

HAHA!! lucky steve's good with lit and spellings.
the rest of us knew nuts about it.

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alvin and the chipmunks' boring over time.
golden compass felt too short. I WANTED TO WATCH MORE.
part 2 quickly come!

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prom? we were fooling around in the room.
'u got the whole world, in your hands~' <-- we sang this and danced around in fullerton. wtf right? LOL

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eh, indochine was good ok?

HAHA!! we meant to go MOS clubbing.
but we didnt know that MOS just had their anniversary celebration, and was closed on that day. !@#$
and just so happen that the rest of the clubs were closed too. arena and all.
and so, we went to indochine to sit down, and chat and drank.
=x i didnt had money with me, so i stole a sip from everybody. oops.

hahaha! it was nice leh. to sit down and chat around..
and that soccer match was more interesting than i thought.
baileys rocks.

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oh man. this blog doesnt seemed like a good one cause i update months after the event. wohohoho!

im so lazy. o_O

HOLIDAYS UPDATE:

2007-12-18T18:42:00.000-08:00

lets see.. what i've did for the past 20 days of holidays..

EVENT #1
clubbing. hahaha!! its SECRET.
shant go into details, since i dun wan ppl ask me too much abt it.
=D ah ahahah~ ah ahahah, ah ahahah~ AH..AH AHH..
tired man. and im losing gas. falling sick. too tired.. gota..sle.e..p... ZZzZZz

EVENT #2
MINI CLASS CHALET
HAHAHA!! gosh. u know, i actually booked a chalet for the mjc vball team ppl.
but, response was really really bad, and we ended up only like 3-4 ppl going? and no news from the girls team either. kinda my fault, cause been rather busy and occupied with all sorts of stuff, that i didnt really go all out to get ppl to go...

back up plan:
GET MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FWENS! :D
alvin was like:
OmG. SO HOT. WE CAN BLACK JACK AGAIN. WHEEEEEEEEEE
wow. i still remembered his 3X7. LOL

BUT, however, the 13+ str ppl during 2 nights before the actual chalet, plumet down to just a mere 5 ppl.
amazing isnt it, how sooo many ppl can pull out in such short time.
and since there's no down payment, there's no way i can cover cost like tat.
uh, if u dun get it, nvm abt it. :)

AND SO, i decided to ask my CLASSMATES about if. :D
its kinda cool, since they're sporty and spontaneous. highly reactive. metal. water. chemistry. shits. wadever.

LOL

anyways, thank you everyone of 06s3o3 for coming!!
invitations were sent just 15hrs before the event, and i thank everyone for coming!
arghhh!!! but, kinda guilty cause not everyone received the invitation.. =(

but, it sure was fun. =)
with all sorts of thrash toking, and crapping going on. and retardedness.
and we are SUPPOSED to be graduated JC students. =x
dinner was nice. =)
our bbq ended up with no charcoal, no fire,
but Pizzas, fried rice, black pepper CRAB, and a durian chocolate logcake.
GOSH. everyone must have spent quite abit that day.
and peggy overspent on renting the DVD for us. =x ty peggy!

now.. wad we played there..
we watched ratatouille <-- reminded me of some shatec student :D dog. dolphine.
we played ps2 <-- as usual, marcs' as entertaining as ever. (WTF?! SCREW YOU. FK YOU. FK FKF K FK. KEEL HIM. !@#!@$# KICK ARGH!!! KICKK HITTT!! WTFF?! CB!! KNN!!)
we thrashed tok. well.. technically, it's them. i cant maintain. i keep dosing off. =( and, i was told they picked a fight with some bengs while i was asleep. wtf.
pls guys, maintain abit. LOL we dont want racial riots or anything.
and, oh MAN. we're such cowards. LOL!! closed the door, locked it, drew curtains and taunt. LOL!!

dinner was greattt <33 fried rice and pizza. SUNNY something pizza rocks.
i dun really know where the food comes from, (linda right?) but thanks everyone for the contribution! woots. and i know drinks came from jasmine and kianyan. shude remembers.

AND THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR COINS. IT'S NICE PLAYING BLACK JACK WITH ALL OF YOU GUYS. MUACKS. XD ARHAHAHAHAHAA!!!

EVENT #3:
there wont be event #3 yet. cause shude doesnt feel like blogging now.
shude is HUNGRY. NO BLOG. go home. close the browser now. come back later. or 3 weeks later. :D so wadcha gonna do abt it?
gosh. house music making me type like tat.
=D
anyway, jas, hope these posts'll keep u alive for some time. stop rotting.
i can SMEEELLLL EEUUUUU.. :D

upcoming posts: (before i forget)
PROM, 2nd DAY OF CHALET, the FAILED night (@ indochine), MOVIES: GOLDEN COMPASS & ALVIN AND CHIPMUNK <-- this one's not as good as the earlier..

and:

REDO THE BLOG. <-- most prob in a LONGGG while. =D 10:

BLEACH

2007-12-18T18:41:00.002-08:00

hey, u know the game which marcus bought for me? bleach 2 or something??
it's actually quite a fun game leh. =D you JUST have to know how to play it..
and got zhiwei and david to unlock all the characters for me!!! =D free labour.

anyway, these few days been out whole day playing!
with many other friends, to catch up with them. :)
and of course making new friends too.

hmmm.. im thinking, should i go find a work now? or wait till later??
i still want to play so much, that im prioritising play before work lar..

lalalaa~ basically these are wad's going on in my life for the past 20 days. nothing much i guess, shall blog about the events, if i can still remember.

sing a happy working song~ =D

and i've been listening to bossa recently. they're quite nice, though i've got only 3-4 different songs of that genre. they're kinda rare. =D
then again, i wondered if bossa IS a genre or not. but it's nice. everyone should try go listening abit.

The continued post 18 days later. (it's supposed to, if not for my blog blunders.)

2007-12-18T18:41:00.001-08:00

angie: yo bro~ yoyo yo! yo yo! (doTz. HAHAHAAA!!)
zhengrong: I DIDNT KNOW U GOT EZYMIA (help me spell pls) poor thing. cant sweat. =(
weida: still an asshole nia. :D now alot more KONG than last time uh.
suihui: hahaha! the angmokio/maomao girl! LOL!! taller rights? =D
jason: still same lar.. just shorter hair only.
junyu: wah~ dyed ur hair huh.. first time seeing u in such long time!
zhi geng: hahaha!! so tall!! no more sinus 24/7 huh. LOL
yongliang: still the same as tpjc days too, huh. :D WHERE'S THE PANTYHOSE?!
ryan ong: wei. why only u no change? change leh?
vivian's now a very spontanous and hilarious person!!

TIME IS RUNNING SHORT. (this post is supposed to be dated 1/12/07)

2007-12-18T18:39:00.000-08:00

Time is running short.

ARGH!! !@#$ prom is just 5 days away, and i just lost my fringe to the stupid hair dresser!!!
oh man.. i was really upset then.. its like i've kept my fringe for quite some time already, got feelings to it already.. T.T oh man. =\
and i cant buy the prom clothes i wanted.. mum says its too expensive.. haiz.. how i wished i were RICH..

eh, been really busy these few days, doing stuff for my different groups of class gatherings and cca too!
alot planning's going on, and playing of volleyball.
been back to help out ms yeow in the volleyball training!! :D
its kinda presurizing since my skills arent stable to begin with lor...

just came back from primary school class gathering, and its really really nice to see my pri sch classmates again!

TO BE UPDATED. IM REALLY SHAGGED NOW. UPDATE TMR.

alot of flashbacks were shared, and thought i'll type out how's everyone changed:

angie:
zhengrong:
weida:
suihui:
jason:
junyu:
zhi geng:
yongliang:
ryan ong:
vivian's now a very spontanous and hilarious person!!

hope i didnt missed anyone went out! :x

new friends, new stories. important once, treasure them.

salah..

2007-12-18T18:37:00.000-08:00

LOL!! guys, i've BEEN updating my blog. is just that i've updated on the WRONG blog.
anyways, here are all the shits i've blogged.
i've got no patience to set them in date order.
wad's the word for date order? pls tag it for me on the tagboard. THANKS!
(O)_(O) @ JAZY.

ENCHANTED

2007-11-26T09:13:00.000-08:00

hello peops!!
went workout this morning. workout = play random sports and games and excercise. work out never meant gyming. shude HATES gyms. tired, shagged and exhausted.

watched enchanted today with seb, jas, kk and rj! :D
its really good. its like a movie made just for fiona. omg. i realised i already forgot the main characters' names. =x

but, hey, its a good show! though neither the plot nor ending's impressive, but, eh, the singing parts were really good lor. very entertaining!!!!
and how the animals and pests helped her, its funny on the screen!

the show = funny in ridiculous manner.

go watch it!! =)

how does she knows that u love her (8)

and my mum's trying to read wad i typing on the blog again. its damn irritating. end of today's post. im too tired to go into details, esp when mum's being irritating.

update: some pics =D PINK CHRISTMAS. gosh! so pink.

brothers-in-arms. remember GP? sry. no pun intended.

and the girls hate the camera for as long as i can remember. LOLL

The Great Escape

2007-11-24T20:46:00.001-08:00

:D i thought i'll share wif u guys some vids of one of my favourite song..
liked the tune alot, but thought the lyrics could have been a different style one :x hehe

The acoustic version: ^ ^

This' a cover did by some guy. its nice too! :D

hmmm.. not gonna post the MTV here. can find it easily on youtube. hahaha! =)
liked acoustics one more. cause can really hear the quality of the singing :D
not edited. yups. RAW. hahaha

4 months later.

2007-11-24T20:26:00.000-08:00

LOLL. the A'S are over. its time i start updating the blog.
but, eh, i lazy leh...

hmmm.. i most prob will have to retake my A levels, but, i really hope i'll be able to get into uni in just 1 try.. oh wells..

life's pretty much the same, or maybe not.
its so fast! there's sooo much time now, i dunno wad to do wif it!!

and im gonna miss school days. it just feels abit wierd to know that i wun be going for school anymore. in a long long time. and i can play com without feeling guilty (but somehow the guilty factor is still there, u know? i still off my com and pretend im not playing games when my parents come home. =x)

and prom's coming. and very soon, it'll be over already..

im gonna miss everyone in school.. every single person. its all over so soon, i guess..

very soon, the class chalet would be here too, and it'll be over in blink of eye.

somehow, i feel that i havent made enough memories and friends in school yet. there's still soo many things i want to do in school.. hahahaa..

gonna miss everyone..

LAN AND SETTLER'S WITH THE CLASS IS FUN.
Where does ah meng lives? --> MANGROVE!!
Wad do u take to the space? to marS? --> SKY TRAIN!
the drain, the drain. wad's another word for the drain? --> MANHOLE!

we're seriously damn dumb a bunch of ppl.. ROFL!!

GP ESSAY.

2007-08-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

PLEASE DONT BOTHER READING THIS. THIS POST IS HERE SO AS TO BACK UP MY ESSAY THAT'S WRITTEN IN SCHOOL LIBRARY. I HAVE NO LOUSY DISKETTES TO SAVE MY FILE>

8. ‘Reward and punishment are the only effective regulators of human conduct.’ Discuss.

Maintaining the appropriate level of human conduct has always been a problem in our modern society. Very often, people tend to be overcome by their own greed or desire that they exhibit poor, or sometimes, unacceptable human conducts. As such, it is crucial that actions are taken to regulate human conducts, contributing to a safe and harmonious society. How do we do that? By using rewards and punishments as forms of regulators for human conducts, of course. However, I personally feel that these two are definitely not the only effective regulators available for us, as there is one other widely used regulator for human conduct, that is, education.

What are rewards? Rewards are bonus given to someone who has done something up to expectations. They can come in various forms, prize money, gifts and incentives for example, and sometimes, even simple words of encouragement can, too, act as rewards. What makes rewards effective regulators for human conduct is that rewards encourages people to be doing what is expected of them, (like honesty or uphold of justice) as it provides them with the sense of satisfaction that everyone enjoys. Even though rewards can be used effectively most of the time, however there are limitations to it. First of all, it is expensive to administer, since constant monitoring had to be done to ensure fair and appropriate distribution of rewards. Secondly, rewards do not come free. The government would have to set aside a considerable amount of money to be used as ‘rewards’ if it is to rely heavily on this form of regulator. This extra sum of money could have been used effectively in other areas beneficial to the society like better public facilities, healthcare and education, for example.

However, there is one main flaw in the utilization of rewards as a form of human conduct regulator, making it sometimes ineffective for its purpose. There are times when the gains one could get from breaking the laws outweighs the rewards they could get from upholding it. This can be seen clearly from the rising trend of the poor committing crimes like robbery and kidnapping. Why do they do so? This is because they are desperately in need of money, and by keeping themselves faithful to the laws would not provide them with their much-desired way out for their financial difficulties. They are unable to resist the temptations. In cases like these, punishments would come into play.

Punishments are penalties given to one who either commit actions morally unacceptable in the society, or in simple cases, actions that are yet up to expectations. Examples of punishments would include fines, jailing, or even a simple scolding given can be considered as a form of punishment. Punishments are indeed effective as a form of human conduct regulator, as they inflict some form of pain or suffering to the person punished, hence stimulating them to reflect on their own mistakes, or at least discouraging them from committing the same actions again.

Punishments, as like rewards, come with their own set of flaws too. For example, there are times when punishments, instead of discouraging someone from doing a certain action, actually tempts them psychologically to be rebellious and thus committing more of the undesired actions instead. This is why the traditional joke about human beings rebellious by nature: the more you stop him from doing something, the more he wants to do it.

Even though rewards and punishments seemed like the only effective regulators of human conducts as they complement each other in terms of their uses, however another possible regulator for human conduct would be education. Education is capable of reaching out to people, explaining to them the possible outcomes of their actions, whether is it beneficial or detrimental to the society. As such, people would be more aware of their own actions, and would understand better the effects of their actions on others. Moreover, education can also be used in conjunction with rewards and punishments. Education would explain to the people the rationale behind their rewards, and punishments, thus ensure that they do learn from their mistakes or achievements. This is what makes education another effective regulator for conduct.

In conclusion, it would be incorrect to be saying that rewards and punishments are the only effective regulator of human conduct, as education is another form of regulator that cannot be left out. However, it is undeniable that rewards and punishments are the more direct forms of regulators, whose effects could be yield almost immediately.

MOTIVATION TO STUDY.

2007-07-20T02:30:00.000-07:00

YES.

i've finally i look forward to studying now.
i realised, that, one of the major set backs i face in school that hindered myself from performing and having the motivation to study, is ---> STRESS. STRESS FROM TEACHERS.

stress from school teachers totally turns me off.
since a very long time ago (and thankfully, till only recently),
i had 0 motivation to study. i know i wanted to study, to do well, but,
i just cant bring myself to do so.

it felt as if something is really making me pissed off.
that i didnt want to study. there seemed to be so much more other things i'll rather do.

but now, i am able to focus, study, and perform well in lesson. why?
BECAUSE MY TEACHERS ARE GIVING LESS STRESS FROM ME.

econs --> i dont get picked on that often, and teacher's actually so much nicer now. and i realised econs isnt really that hard. just have to seriously sit down, and read through the notes, and UNDERSTAND instead of memorising. understanding the rationale, think with common sense, and throw in the nomenclatures, and u'll find that there's sooo much things in econs u can do now.

bio --> i gotta say, my bio teacher is one very patient person. she'll go slow whenever asked, and will be patient to clarify any doubts, no questions asked. and i really thank her for all that.
it took some time to get used to her sharp tongue, but we all know she's just trying to be more casual chatting with us.
took some time, but i dare say our class is starting to get 'closer' with her. ^ ^

maths --> i feel guilty. my maths tutor is nice and all, but somehow, i just sort of put everything else in higher priority than maths. i guess its from all the nagging i get at home. i hate people to nag at me. more they nag, more i rebel.
it's just me.
maybe i'm being childish.
but that is really how i feel.
i hate maths now because my mum keep asking me about how my maths' going.
T_T

CHEMISTRY --> i am SO GLAD, that im banded in the weakest group of students in school. some people think its a form of discriminaton, but to me, its liberation.
liberation from my chem tutor. true that he really tries very hard to help and all that, but the thing is, he doesnt know how to help in the correct way.
he gives sooo much stress, and sometimes, end up being one hell of a demoralising kind of person.
if u cant answer him in 5 seconds, u're good gamed.
he'll give u that stare that says 'u are hopeless'.
hopeless hopeless
hopeless.
HOPELESS.
T_T

gosh. im just glad that im in band C. no stress, and im not afraid of flashing my answers. yeah. i get a major confident boost. and i love chem double periods now. in fact, i look forward to these chem lessons.

woosh. LONG entry of boring stuff.
hahaha,
look forward to inorganic test, and bio test. hope i'll be able to pull myself up considerably.
its not too late.
i like my subjects and i liked doing my work soo much more now. ^^

shude.

emo-momo.

2007-07-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

damn. i have no idea why im in jc. i have no motivation, im discouraged, and i felt so stressed in school. i liked coming to school, but dread going for lessons. im sure all those who know me in class knows what lesson i hate most.

im being compared all the time. it's not that im very pissed with being compared with others. true, i do very badly for ALL my academic subjects, but do people have to compare it ALL THE TIME? they do it everyday, every period.

im human,
im a teen.
it hurts.
and it did.

sometimes, encouragements are like discouragements.

sigh.. really. what im studying now is not what i want to do in the future.
i no longer remember my aims anymore. i no longer remember what i want to be when i grow up..

and. im not as good in anything as everyone thinks i am.
its true.

just some voices from within.
but it'll fade away soon.
it always do.
i hope for this time too.

shude..

MY HOLIDAY.

2007-06-28T22:35:00.000-07:00

woots. it's FRIDAY ALREADY.
though not time for me to slack, but, yeah. time for me to take a breather.
gotta really continue revising my work. later highlights come make my life horrible again. :(

hahaha, we had STRAWBERRY SHORT CAKES in foodcourt today to celeb marcus and kiat's bday!! MY BESTIESS. WAHAHAHA..
the cake was nice, many thanks, peggy.

but. erm... cream. =D WAHAHAHA

cant wait to DotA again tonight! with my classmates! wooots!! it's been a LONG time already. yeah. and my life's slowing down abit. happy. but i need to do some consistent work i guess.

laterss!! =X
shude, worz.

-5.00pm

FARK. I NEED TO FIND A PLACE TO STAY FROM 4th-7th JULY.
im damn freaking pissed and upset now.
i dun even want to talk about it.
screw it.

i lost mode for dota liao. -_-

...
-10.30pm

BIOLOGY PAPER TODAY.

2007-06-28T03:12:00.000-07:00

oh man. this sucks. i cant finish the bio paper. lost like, 36 marks. and it's not like i dunno how to do lor. i just had problems understanding the questions. :(

haiz... like, study so much also no use.. i memorised the essay stuff, but i cant even reach the 2nd essay question.
and. it's. like. cut and paste.
!#$% screw it.

=( oh wellss.. most prob i'll bottom the class again, and mrs liang would most prob compare me with colin again.
'shuuddde~~~ are you okay?? you two are sitting together, but COLIN'S soooo smart, and yet, shude's, not smart at all.'

damn.

DIE, COLINA. DIE. i'll feed u rat poison candies TONIGHT!! LOL!

my motivation card's not working. and i splurged my money today. spent like 22 bucks altogether. gosh. and i get only 6 bucks a day. i need to stop spending, start saving, and start dieting.
i looked at my sec 3 photos, and i slipped into depression mode. XD
i was FIT, TAN, and THIN then. and shook hands with mr president. hehee..

oh welllsss, nothing much happened today. im sick of kfc cheezy meltz already. now i crave BIG CHUNKS OF MEAT.

oh wells, maths paper tmr. then it's a 4 day 'break' for me to slow down and catch some breath. and pull myself together!!

and thanks for caring. ^ ^.

-SHooTS.

27th june 2007

2007-06-26T23:08:00.001-07:00

testing out this blog. test test test.

help.. im starting to feel super emo-momo. i've been slacking alot, and i never study at all. im cramping all my revisions for the tests, and it sucks totally.
i got so stressed, that i started sending out random sms-es. eugh...
lalala.

maths sucked. confirm bottom the class. !@#$.
chem sucks. highlights. yucks. confirm last in class. gosh, at least there's still some hope since the paper 1 and 3s are next tues. =D
econs' rather screwed. but im getting the idea of the whole thing. thanks to the H3 econs student from TPJC for his help. =D

i studied for maths like how i would for any other arts subjects. =\

HAHAHA, kianyan = trojan. the ___________ - _ _ _ _.

-2.00pm

what the hell. i've been SLaCKiNG SOOOO much in my J1 years, that i have completely NO IDEA what the rough/smooth endoplasmic reticulum and cisternaes looked like. i dun understand alot of things and i desperately need crash course with COLIN tmr. =\

bio bio bio. =\

- GOLGI UR MUM. -

damn. we're tested on the whole syllabus. oh wells, though im failing everything again, but at least im revising all my work already.

look forward to DotA-ing with the old TPJC gang again.
gotta rape paul's ass. =D

-6.30pm