First entry, in 2 years.

I totally forgot that i had a blog until 2 yrs later; after i ord.

the pass 2 yrs, alot of things had happened, and at the same time, its as if nothing had happened.
i wanted to blog something about my ns days, but nothing much came into mind.

i used to be really excited over NS, and look forward to it as a challenge, but nowadays i just dread even going back for reservice. i guess i got lazy and tired.

made alot of friends in there, and it feels weird to be all now in the civilian world together. we'll see each other, and it'll occur to us that we're not going to be doing our mandatory NS together anymore, and not going to see each other in the 2hr-from-home Sungei gedong camp.

i had to say this, but at the end of my ns days, i feel that.. something is amiss.
lying on the bunk on the night before i ord, with 70% of the commanders not in camp feels weird. i was hoping for everyone to be around to spend the last night together with. but i guess everyone's got their own life to live, and we're not that close in the end.

thanks jerald and james to be with me in bunk, and chatting and eating some snacks (james ate alot) till i fell asleep. haahaa, though it feels a little pathetic, but i sort of liked the way i spend my last night there. quiet, relax, looking at our messy bunk for the last night.

now that im out and in the civilian world, i've suddenly got alot of time to myself, to do all the things i dun do and want to do. even with all the time, time still flies and i feel unaccomplished most of the times. it's weird how one can never have too much time for himself.

so what am i doing now?
volleyball, drawing, swimming, getting in touch with my almost non-existing musical side, working on some days for joe.

that's basically some of the stuff what's going on these days, and honestly im lazy to blog. but i've read through my older posts, and i have no recollections of almost everything i've written there. it's as if i written it when im drunk yesterday. hhaaha, so thought i'll leave some markings here for myself to read another time.

adieu