children's day

life's definitely different from before.
with all the changes that are going on,
there are things which i do not know how to react to,
words which i don't know how to express,
and actions which i don't know how to carry out.

and SOOOoo, i realised im a person much worse at expressing myself than i thought i am. SHUDE, YOU ARE WEAK IN EXPRESSIONS NOW. GO EXERCISE YOUR BRAINS. A LEVELS ARE COMING. YOU SHOULD BE MUGGING. 4.5 WEEKS. 1 MONTH CANT EVEN GET U RESULTS TO SNIFF THE UNI APPLICATION FORM. STOP PLAYING.

anyways, played beach vball with friends, and it really tells how mentally weak a person i am. damn. LoLL, the wind and the imba hard court we happen to have, really cut down my performance significantly. and, eugh.. the skills are rusty, and the mind had gone.. uh.. blunt. o_O

sharpen sharpen sharpen! don't jump when receiving/setting. the ground is uneven, so dont jump! must remember your mistakes! don't make it over and over again because you didnt actually think in your actions!


badminton was fun. picked up alot of skills and techniques from adrian. hahahaa, must focus and improve as fast as possible!
look forward to be able to be a reliable partner in court! :D


ok.. gotta go bath and go MUG. signing off~

and, trust is a difficult thing to do. to trust in your team mate, trust in your partner, trust in your friends. it's got no tangeable proof, but just intangeable believing. however, once you've trust 'correctly', things will take turns that make it much better than before. you need plenty of trust in sports. think about it, shude.

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay
It's okay