damn. i have no idea why im in jc. i have no motivation, im discouraged, and i felt so stressed in school. i liked coming to school, but dread going for lessons. im sure all those who know me in class knows what lesson i hate most.
im being compared all the time. it's not that im very pissed with being compared with others. true, i do very badly for ALL my academic subjects, but do people have to compare it ALL THE TIME? they do it everyday, every period.
im human,
im a teen.
it hurts.
and it did.
sometimes, encouragements are like discouragements.
sigh.. really. what im studying now is not what i want to do in the future.
i no longer remember my aims anymore. i no longer remember what i want to be when i grow up..
and. im not as good in anything as everyone thinks i am.
its true.
just some voices from within.
but it'll fade away soon.
it always do.
i hope for this time too.
shude..
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