HOLIDAYS UPDATE:

lets see.. what i've did for the past 20 days of holidays..

EVENT #1
clubbing. hahaha!! its SECRET.
shant go into details, since i dun wan ppl ask me too much abt it.
=D ah ahahah~ ah ahahah, ah ahahah~ AH..AH AHH..
tired man. and im losing gas. falling sick. too tired.. gota..sle.e..p... ZZzZZz


EVENT #2
MINI CLASS CHALET
HAHAHA!! gosh. u know, i actually booked a chalet for the mjc vball team ppl.
but, response was really really bad, and we ended up only like 3-4 ppl going? and no news from the girls team either. kinda my fault, cause been rather busy and occupied with all sorts of stuff, that i didnt really go all out to get ppl to go...

back up plan:
GET MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FWENS! :D
alvin was like:
OmG. SO HOT. WE CAN BLACK JACK AGAIN. WHEEEEEEEEEE
wow. i still remembered his 3X7. LOL

BUT, however, the 13+ str ppl during 2 nights before the actual chalet, plumet down to just a mere 5 ppl.
amazing isnt it, how sooo many ppl can pull out in such short time.
and since there's no down payment, there's no way i can cover cost like tat.
uh, if u dun get it, nvm abt it. :)

AND SO, i decided to ask my CLASSMATES about if. :D
its kinda cool, since they're sporty and spontaneous. highly reactive. metal. water. chemistry. shits. wadever.

LOL

anyways, thank you everyone of 06s3o3 for coming!!
invitations were sent just 15hrs before the event, and i thank everyone for coming!
arghhh!!! but, kinda guilty cause not everyone received the invitation.. =(

but, it sure was fun. =)
with all sorts of thrash toking, and crapping going on. and retardedness.
and we are SUPPOSED to be graduated JC students. =x
dinner was nice. =)
our bbq ended up with no charcoal, no fire,
but Pizzas, fried rice, black pepper CRAB, and a durian chocolate logcake.
GOSH. everyone must have spent quite abit that day.
and peggy overspent on renting the DVD for us. =x ty peggy!

now.. wad we played there..
we watched ratatouille <-- reminded me of some shatec student :D dog. dolphine.
we played ps2 <-- as usual, marcs' as entertaining as ever. (WTF?! SCREW YOU. FK YOU. FK FKF K FK. KEEL HIM. !@#!@$# KICK ARGH!!! KICKK HITTT!! WTFF?! CB!! KNN!!)
we thrashed tok. well.. technically, it's them. i cant maintain. i keep dosing off. =( and, i was told they picked a fight with some bengs while i was asleep. wtf.
pls guys, maintain abit. LOL we dont want racial riots or anything.
and, oh MAN. we're such cowards. LOL!! closed the door, locked it, drew curtains and taunt. LOL!!

dinner was greattt <33 fried rice and pizza. SUNNY something pizza rocks.
i dun really know where the food comes from, (linda right?) but thanks everyone for the contribution! woots. and i know drinks came from jasmine and kianyan. shude remembers.

AND THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR COINS. IT'S NICE PLAYING BLACK JACK WITH ALL OF YOU GUYS. MUACKS. XD ARHAHAHAHAHAA!!!

EVENT #3:
there wont be event #3 yet. cause shude doesnt feel like blogging now.
shude is HUNGRY. NO BLOG. go home. close the browser now. come back later. or 3 weeks later. :D so wadcha gonna do abt it?
gosh. house music making me type like tat.
=D
anyway, jas, hope these posts'll keep u alive for some time. stop rotting.
i can SMEEELLLL EEUUUUU.. :D


upcoming posts: (before i forget)
PROM, 2nd DAY OF CHALET, the FAILED night (@ indochine), MOVIES: GOLDEN COMPASS & ALVIN AND CHIPMUNK <-- this one's not as good as the earlier..

and:

REDO THE BLOG. <-- most prob in a LONGGG while. =D 10:

BLEACH

hey, u know the game which marcus bought for me? bleach 2 or something??
it's actually quite a fun game leh. =D you JUST have to know how to play it..
and got zhiwei and david to unlock all the characters for me!!! =D free labour.

anyway, these few days been out whole day playing!
with many other friends, to catch up with them. :)
and of course making new friends too.

hmmm.. im thinking, should i go find a work now? or wait till later??
i still want to play so much, that im prioritising play before work lar..

lalalaa~ basically these are wad's going on in my life for the past 20 days. nothing much i guess, shall blog about the events, if i can still remember.

sing a happy working song~ =D

and i've been listening to bossa recently. they're quite nice, though i've got only 3-4 different songs of that genre. they're kinda rare. =D
then again, i wondered if bossa IS a genre or not. but it's nice. everyone should try go listening abit.

The continued post 18 days later. (it's supposed to, if not for my blog blunders.)

angie: yo bro~ yoyo yo! yo yo! (doTz. HAHAHAAA!!)
zhengrong: I DIDNT KNOW U GOT EZYMIA (help me spell pls) poor thing. cant sweat. =(
weida: still an asshole nia. :D now alot more KONG than last time uh.
suihui: hahaha! the angmokio/maomao girl! LOL!! taller rights? =D
jason: still same lar.. just shorter hair only.
junyu: wah~ dyed ur hair huh.. first time seeing u in such long time!
zhi geng: hahaha!! so tall!! no more sinus 24/7 huh. LOL
yongliang: still the same as tpjc days too, huh. :D WHERE'S THE PANTYHOSE?!
ryan ong: wei. why only u no change? change leh?
vivian's now a very spontanous and hilarious person!!

TIME IS RUNNING SHORT. (this post is supposed to be dated 1/12/07)

Time is running short.

ARGH!! !@#$ prom is just 5 days away, and i just lost my fringe to the stupid hair dresser!!!
oh man.. i was really upset then.. its like i've kept my fringe for quite some time already, got feelings to it already.. T.T oh man. =\
and i cant buy the prom clothes i wanted.. mum says its too expensive.. haiz.. how i wished i were RICH..

eh, been really busy these few days, doing stuff for my different groups of class gatherings and cca too!
alot planning's going on, and playing of volleyball.
been back to help out ms yeow in the volleyball training!! :D
its kinda presurizing since my skills arent stable to begin with lor...

just came back from primary school class gathering, and its really really nice to see my pri sch classmates again!

TO BE UPDATED. IM REALLY SHAGGED NOW. UPDATE TMR.

alot of flashbacks were shared, and thought i'll type out how's everyone changed:

angie:
zhengrong:
weida:
suihui:
jason:
junyu:
zhi geng:
yongliang:
ryan ong:
vivian's now a very spontanous and hilarious person!!

hope i didnt missed anyone went out! :x

new friends, new stories. important once, treasure them.

salah..

LOL!! guys, i've BEEN updating my blog. is just that i've updated on the WRONG blog.
anyways, here are all the shits i've blogged.
i've got no patience to set them in date order.
wad's the word for date order? pls tag it for me on the tagboard. THANKS!
(O)_(O) @ JAZY.

ENCHANTED

hello peops!!
went workout this morning. workout = play random sports and games and excercise. work out never meant gyming. shude HATES gyms. tired, shagged and exhausted.


watched enchanted today with seb, jas, kk and rj! :D
its really good. its like a movie made just for fiona. omg. i realised i already forgot the main characters' names. =x

but, hey, its a good show! though neither the plot nor ending's impressive, but, eh, the singing parts were really good lor. very entertaining!!!!
and how the animals and pests helped her, its funny on the screen!

the show = funny in ridiculous manner.

go watch it!! =)


how does she knows that u love her (8)


and my mum's trying to read wad i typing on the blog again. its damn irritating. end of today's post. im too tired to go into details, esp when mum's being irritating.


update: some pics =D PINK CHRISTMAS. gosh! so pink.



brothers-in-arms. remember GP? sry. no pun intended.



and the girls hate the camera for as long as i can remember. LOLL

The Great Escape

:D i thought i'll share wif u guys some vids of one of my favourite song..
liked the tune alot, but thought the lyrics could have been a different style one :x hehe

The acoustic version: ^ ^



This' a cover did by some guy. its nice too! :D



hmmm.. not gonna post the MTV here. can find it easily on youtube. hahaha! =)
liked acoustics one more. cause can really hear the quality of the singing :D
not edited. yups. RAW. hahaha

4 months later.

LOLL. the A'S are over. its time i start updating the blog.
but, eh, i lazy leh...

hmmm.. i most prob will have to retake my A levels, but, i really hope i'll be able to get into uni in just 1 try.. oh wells..


life's pretty much the same, or maybe not.
its so fast! there's sooo much time now, i dunno wad to do wif it!!

and im gonna miss school days. it just feels abit wierd to know that i wun be going for school anymore. in a long long time. and i can play com without feeling guilty (but somehow the guilty factor is still there, u know? i still off my com and pretend im not playing games when my parents come home. =x)

and prom's coming. and very soon, it'll be over already..

im gonna miss everyone in school.. every single person. its all over so soon, i guess..

very soon, the class chalet would be here too, and it'll be over in blink of eye.



somehow, i feel that i havent made enough memories and friends in school yet. there's still soo many things i want to do in school.. hahahaa..

gonna miss everyone..


LAN AND SETTLER'S WITH THE CLASS IS FUN.
Where does ah meng lives? --> MANGROVE!!
Wad do u take to the space? to marS? --> SKY TRAIN!
the drain, the drain. wad's another word for the drain? --> MANHOLE!

we're seriously damn dumb a bunch of ppl.. ROFL!!

GP ESSAY.

PLEASE DONT BOTHER READING THIS. THIS POST IS HERE SO AS TO BACK UP MY ESSAY THAT'S WRITTEN IN SCHOOL LIBRARY. I HAVE NO LOUSY DISKETTES TO SAVE MY FILE>



8. ‘Reward and punishment are the only effective regulators of human conduct.’ Discuss.

Maintaining the appropriate level of human conduct has always been a problem in our modern society. Very often, people tend to be overcome by their own greed or desire that they exhibit poor, or sometimes, unacceptable human conducts. As such, it is crucial that actions are taken to regulate human conducts, contributing to a safe and harmonious society. How do we do that? By using rewards and punishments as forms of regulators for human conducts, of course. However, I personally feel that these two are definitely not the only effective regulators available for us, as there is one other widely used regulator for human conduct, that is, education.

What are rewards? Rewards are bonus given to someone who has done something up to expectations. They can come in various forms, prize money, gifts and incentives for example, and sometimes, even simple words of encouragement can, too, act as rewards. What makes rewards effective regulators for human conduct is that rewards encourages people to be doing what is expected of them, (like honesty or uphold of justice) as it provides them with the sense of satisfaction that everyone enjoys. Even though rewards can be used effectively most of the time, however there are limitations to it. First of all, it is expensive to administer, since constant monitoring had to be done to ensure fair and appropriate distribution of rewards. Secondly, rewards do not come free. The government would have to set aside a considerable amount of money to be used as ‘rewards’ if it is to rely heavily on this form of regulator. This extra sum of money could have been used effectively in other areas beneficial to the society like better public facilities, healthcare and education, for example.

However, there is one main flaw in the utilization of rewards as a form of human conduct regulator, making it sometimes ineffective for its purpose. There are times when the gains one could get from breaking the laws outweighs the rewards they could get from upholding it. This can be seen clearly from the rising trend of the poor committing crimes like robbery and kidnapping. Why do they do so? This is because they are desperately in need of money, and by keeping themselves faithful to the laws would not provide them with their much-desired way out for their financial difficulties. They are unable to resist the temptations. In cases like these, punishments would come into play.

Punishments are penalties given to one who either commit actions morally unacceptable in the society, or in simple cases, actions that are yet up to expectations. Examples of punishments would include fines, jailing, or even a simple scolding given can be considered as a form of punishment. Punishments are indeed effective as a form of human conduct regulator, as they inflict some form of pain or suffering to the person punished, hence stimulating them to reflect on their own mistakes, or at least discouraging them from committing the same actions again.

Punishments, as like rewards, come with their own set of flaws too. For example, there are times when punishments, instead of discouraging someone from doing a certain action, actually tempts them psychologically to be rebellious and thus committing more of the undesired actions instead. This is why the traditional joke about human beings rebellious by nature: the more you stop him from doing something, the more he wants to do it.

Even though rewards and punishments seemed like the only effective regulators of human conducts as they complement each other in terms of their uses, however another possible regulator for human conduct would be education. Education is capable of reaching out to people, explaining to them the possible outcomes of their actions, whether is it beneficial or detrimental to the society. As such, people would be more aware of their own actions, and would understand better the effects of their actions on others. Moreover, education can also be used in conjunction with rewards and punishments. Education would explain to the people the rationale behind their rewards, and punishments, thus ensure that they do learn from their mistakes or achievements. This is what makes education another effective regulator for conduct.

In conclusion, it would be incorrect to be saying that rewards and punishments are the only effective regulator of human conduct, as education is another form of regulator that cannot be left out. However, it is undeniable that rewards and punishments are the more direct forms of regulators, whose effects could be yield almost immediately.

MOTIVATION TO STUDY.

YES.

i've finally i look forward to studying now.
i realised, that, one of the major set backs i face in school that hindered myself from performing and having the motivation to study, is ---> STRESS. STRESS FROM TEACHERS.

stress from school teachers totally turns me off.
since a very long time ago (and thankfully, till only recently),
i had 0 motivation to study. i know i wanted to study, to do well, but,
i just cant bring myself to do so.

it felt as if something is really making me pissed off.
that i didnt want to study. there seemed to be so much more other things i'll rather do.

but now, i am able to focus, study, and perform well in lesson. why?
BECAUSE MY TEACHERS ARE GIVING LESS STRESS FROM ME.

econs --> i dont get picked on that often, and teacher's actually so much nicer now. and i realised econs isnt really that hard. just have to seriously sit down, and read through the notes, and UNDERSTAND instead of memorising. understanding the rationale, think with common sense, and throw in the nomenclatures, and u'll find that there's sooo much things in econs u can do now.

bio --> i gotta say, my bio teacher is one very patient person. she'll go slow whenever asked, and will be patient to clarify any doubts, no questions asked. and i really thank her for all that.
it took some time to get used to her sharp tongue, but we all know she's just trying to be more casual chatting with us.
took some time, but i dare say our class is starting to get 'closer' with her. ^ ^

maths --> i feel guilty. my maths tutor is nice and all, but somehow, i just sort of put everything else in higher priority than maths. i guess its from all the nagging i get at home. i hate people to nag at me. more they nag, more i rebel.
it's just me.
maybe i'm being childish.
but that is really how i feel.
i hate maths now because my mum keep asking me about how my maths' going.
T_T

CHEMISTRY --> i am SO GLAD, that im banded in the weakest group of students in school. some people think its a form of discriminaton, but to me, its liberation.
liberation from my chem tutor. true that he really tries very hard to help and all that, but the thing is, he doesnt know how to help in the correct way.
he gives sooo much stress, and sometimes, end up being one hell of a demoralising kind of person.
if u cant answer him in 5 seconds, u're good gamed.
he'll give u that stare that says 'u are hopeless'.
hopeless hopeless
hopeless.
HOPELESS.
T_T

gosh. im just glad that im in band C. no stress, and im not afraid of flashing my answers. yeah. i get a major confident boost. and i love chem double periods now. in fact, i look forward to these chem lessons.


woosh. LONG entry of boring stuff.
hahaha,
look forward to inorganic test, and bio test. hope i'll be able to pull myself up considerably.
its not too late.
i like my subjects and i liked doing my work soo much more now. ^^

shude.

emo-momo.

damn. i have no idea why im in jc. i have no motivation, im discouraged, and i felt so stressed in school. i liked coming to school, but dread going for lessons. im sure all those who know me in class knows what lesson i hate most.

im being compared all the time. it's not that im very pissed with being compared with others. true, i do very badly for ALL my academic subjects, but do people have to compare it ALL THE TIME? they do it everyday, every period.

im human,
im a teen.
it hurts.
and it did.

sometimes, encouragements are like discouragements.

sigh.. really. what im studying now is not what i want to do in the future.
i no longer remember my aims anymore. i no longer remember what i want to be when i grow up..

and. im not as good in anything as everyone thinks i am.
its true.

just some voices from within.
but it'll fade away soon.
it always do.
i hope for this time too.


shude..

MY HOLIDAY.

woots. it's FRIDAY ALREADY.
though not time for me to slack, but, yeah. time for me to take a breather.
gotta really continue revising my work. later highlights come make my life horrible again. :(

hahaha, we had STRAWBERRY SHORT CAKES in foodcourt today to celeb marcus and kiat's bday!! MY BESTIESS. WAHAHAHA..
the cake was nice, many thanks, peggy.

but. erm... cream. =D WAHAHAHA

cant wait to DotA again tonight! with my classmates! wooots!! it's been a LONG time already. yeah. and my life's slowing down abit. happy. but i need to do some consistent work i guess.

laterss!! =X
shude, worz.

-5.00pm


FARK. I NEED TO FIND A PLACE TO STAY FROM 4th-7th JULY.
im damn freaking pissed and upset now.
i dun even want to talk about it.
screw it.

i lost mode for dota liao. -_-

...
-10.30pm

BIOLOGY PAPER TODAY.

oh man. this sucks. i cant finish the bio paper. lost like, 36 marks. and it's not like i dunno how to do lor. i just had problems understanding the questions. :(

haiz... like, study so much also no use.. i memorised the essay stuff, but i cant even reach the 2nd essay question.
and. it's. like. cut and paste.
!#$% screw it.

=( oh wellss.. most prob i'll bottom the class again, and mrs liang would most prob compare me with colin again.
'shuuddde~~~ are you okay?? you two are sitting together, but COLIN'S soooo smart, and yet, shude's, not smart at all.'

damn.

DIE, COLINA. DIE. i'll feed u rat poison candies TONIGHT!! LOL!


my motivation card's not working. and i splurged my money today. spent like 22 bucks altogether. gosh. and i get only 6 bucks a day. i need to stop spending, start saving, and start dieting.
i looked at my sec 3 photos, and i slipped into depression mode. XD
i was FIT, TAN, and THIN then. and shook hands with mr president. hehee..


oh welllsss, nothing much happened today. im sick of kfc cheezy meltz already. now i crave BIG CHUNKS OF MEAT.

oh wells, maths paper tmr. then it's a 4 day 'break' for me to slow down and catch some breath. and pull myself together!!



and thanks for caring. ^ ^.

-SHooTS.

27th june 2007

testing out this blog. test test test.

help.. im starting to feel super emo-momo. i've been slacking alot, and i never study at all. im cramping all my revisions for the tests, and it sucks totally.
i got so stressed, that i started sending out random sms-es. eugh...
lalala.

maths sucked. confirm bottom the class. !@#$.
chem sucks. highlights. yucks. confirm last in class. gosh, at least there's still some hope since the paper 1 and 3s are next tues. =D
econs' rather screwed. but im getting the idea of the whole thing. thanks to the H3 econs student from TPJC for his help. =D

i studied for maths like how i would for any other arts subjects. =\

HAHAHA, kianyan = trojan. the ___________ - _ _ _ _.

-2.00pm


what the hell. i've been SLaCKiNG SOOOO much in my J1 years, that i have completely NO IDEA what the rough/smooth endoplasmic reticulum and cisternaes looked like. i dun understand alot of things and i desperately need crash course with COLIN tmr. =\

bio bio bio. =\

- GOLGI UR MUM. -


damn. we're tested on the whole syllabus. oh wells, though im failing everything again, but at least im revising all my work already.

look forward to DotA-ing with the old TPJC gang again.
gotta rape paul's ass. =D

-6.30pm